When I was in elementary school I
hated reading because I struggled with comprehension. Most of the time I didn’t
remember what I was reading. I often felt ashamed of not being an avid reader because
I thought I wasn’t smart enough to understand a text the “right way”. The
attention I gave to reading declined, as a result, I kept reading something
that I didn’t want to understand. Although I disliked reading in elementary
school, I enjoyed writing because writing helped me cope with my innermost
feelings. I didn’t see writing as something that I was forced to do, but rather
something that I enjoyed doing. During that time in elementary school, I
learned more about myself through writing than in reading.
Despite my hatred for reading in
elementary school, I realized that I shouldn’t dislike reading. I realized that reading comes from a writer’s
experience—a writer’s ultimate goal is to help another writer. Because of that
epiphany, I decided that I needed to change the way I viewed reading and
writing. I learned to appreciate reading and writing through the stories that I
hear from other writers. The stories that writers write for their readers are
normally through some form of experience. To help me improve on my
comprehension, I began reading novels that I wouldn’t normally read—I
disciplined myself to write a summary at the end of each chapter so I can refer
back to the chapter if I forgot what it was about.
I’ve never disliked writing because
I’ve always felt like writing was a place where I can be the most truthful.
Writing allowed me to be honest with myself—whether it’s from being emotional
to being angry—the pleasure of writing my feelings onto a piece of paper made
me feel at ease with myself. Writing is the biggest contributor to my personal
growth. When I look back at different writing styles that I’ve done, I noticed
that I struggled most with grammar and punctuation marks. Sometimes I misuse a
semi-colon or a hyphen, and sometimes my grammar is written incorrectly.
However, that’s the purpose of writing—to learn from mistakes by allowing
oneself to keep improving.
From elementary school to currently
being a college student, I noticed my strengths and weaknesses. I accepted the
importance of reading and writing: the purpose of stories are written for people to learn from each others' mistakes—sometimes people choose not to accept a story and
others learn to love the story—the experience that a writer tells the readers
is what makes a story worth reading.
Thats really cool that you like writing and that you enjoy it so much because for me I really hate it haha. I wish I could enjoy writing but I think all the essays we had to write for school kind of ruined it for me.
ReplyDeleteI have to agree with you. When I was little I enjoyed reading but school did ruin it for me. I still enjoy to write though. I feel the same way about punctuation too, thats what irritates me the most about writing.
ReplyDeleteIt's interesting to hear a student talk about an intrinsic motivation to read and write. It is not very common! Whatever you are doing seems to be working- your writing is extremely clear and precise. I hope you enjoy reading a little more these days. Try to play with images and hyperlinks, etc., a bit in your next post!
ReplyDelete